Wow....such a long time
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Thirce
Man, it's been a long time since I have done one of these things. Well a lot has happened....the love of my life broke up with me and hates my guts. he wont tell me why though. he broke up with me for another girl after he lied and used me but we wont go into that. Since then Maurc Maurc, Matt, Chris, and I went skinny dipping...lol. Matt left his boxers at the pool, lol. I cut my hand in the maddness of trying to put our clothes on. Maurc Maurc and I went to Maryland for a couple days. Which felt so good to get away. I went to warped tour, which sucked. Next year will be so much better in VA beach with Michael, Cody, Maurc Maurc, Ashley, me and whoever else wants to come. It's going to be my senior year, yay! Maurc Maurc and I are going to get a trailer, lol....how awesome is that! well i'm going to go....

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Korn
Well, I'm 16 and I feel no different. I get my DL in 4 months and I can't wait. I passed all my classes for the 1st half of school, so that's good. Amber and I are sick so the party has moved to the 4th and that's good b/c some people couldn't come if it was tomorrow. So it worked out for the best. My dear friend Alex took me to get my nails done and sat there the whole time too. How sweet? lol :-) well I think I'm going to bed.

Mood:  silly
hey hey...my b-day is tomorrow and I'm having a family/ friend birthday party today. Then Amber is giving me a birthday party Friday so it should be good. Well I gotta get ready...byes

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Thrice
Well it's 2 days until my b-day and I can't wait. It snowed today and my meet was moved to Tuesday. That really really sucks b/c I wanted swimming to be over with. School is going good and I'm glad that half the year is done with. I have to really find a job. Anyone have any ideas...im me. Well I'm off of here.

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Dolly Parton
Well guys it's 2005!!! :-) I'm can't believe a whole year has gone by and I have changed so much. I got rid of some shitty ass friends and picked up some ok ones. I have been hanging out with some true friends lately. Will and Amber are about the only true friends I have. Will and I are so close and I love being with him. The one thing about this new year is that I think I'm losing the only person that I have ever loved. It's like we are 2 different people trying to hold on. I hate it and I don't wanna lose him and hopefully this new year will bring something that will bring us back together. I really hope I don't lose my BEST friend and the only guy I have ever loved.
My birhtday is in 23 days and I'm pretty happy about that. I'm out...

Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: nine inch nails
Well I don't have school tomorrow! yay! This weekend has been going pretty good. Friday I went shopping and to the football game with my aunt. That was fun and I'm really glad we went together. SJ football is kicking ass this year...5-1. They kicked the riverheads ass friday. It was so freaking awesome! I got some shit off my back today. I'm glad that worked out good. Well... don't have anything else to say so I'm out.

Mood:  mischievious
ok...I don't really feel mischievious but gotta love that face. anyways, it's been a while but things are going well. School is going good...I think I got all A's and B's so that's good. I haven't done that since 7th grade. I don't work at the caverns anymore thank god!! I'm so glad that I don't work there anymore! Somethings have been bothering me really bad about my so called friends. I really can't stand stupid and immature people! I only have to look at there ugly faces 5 days so It's all good. Well I gotta go...byes

Mood:  flirty
Well it's back to school and what joy. It's not that bad i guess, I mean it could be worse! Classes aren't that bad and I got some good people in them. I still can't wait to graduate!! Well lets see, work still sucks major ass. I don't know what else to really say. I hung out with Alex tonight...we played in the rain. I love the rain so the past two days have been great. Well I gotta hit the sack...byes.

Mood:  blue
Well, lets see...I went to Warped Tour. I had a great time until we were leaving. We bumped another car and the little bitch went crazy. I did somethings that I wanted to do for a long time. So I'm glad that I went after all. Yes, work still fucking sucks! Buckys back from vacation so it's just great. yea right. I went to the fair last night. Always a good time. I saw some people I haven't seen all summer and got on Willy the Bull. That was fun...I couldn't stop laughing. Tonight wasn't that great at all. I feel so betrayed by the one person I thought I had left. But shit happens and people move on. Gotta miss someone that you trusted with all your heart. Well I'm done...

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Red Hot Chili Peppers and Grateful Dead
I can go to Warped Tour and that's probally the only good thing right now. I have been thinking to much about something that will never come true and I need to stop depressing myself...
I haven't gotten my learners yet b/c the judge has to sign it. Work sucks still and I went to the doctors today. He yelled at me b/c I haven't been doing the stuff for my knees. I know I'm not going to do them at home so it really doesn't matter. I just rather have my legs cut off then listin to all this shit. I can't wear shoes that I like. I have to wear wraps around my knees...and do shit everynight for and hour of pain. I don't think so...I would rather sleep. I need to find a job were all I do is sleep. Maybe I can test beds or something. I can only sit a sertain way...which I think is total crap. As soon as he walked into the room he yelled at me b/c of the way I was sitting. Then my mom told him all this crap and she is the best person b/c she did everything they told her to do. Fuck that...I'm 15 and I'll do what I wanna do.